Grrrr!

How to get the motivation back? Do I care????? NOOOOO!!!

How will I survive without my morning naparoo tomorrow? I get grumpy and whiny just thinking about it! It is sooo not fair!!!!

Tomorrow morning Kerri and I are going to relationship counselling. Then, my goal is to force myself to go food shopping. I need to be in the city for a dentist appointment in the afternoon anyway. I will let Kerri go home without me for pick up later.

I won't be able to get all the things I really need or want because I will be without my car. I don't drive when I am not feeling good. I am afraid of having a car accident as it is...better to let Kerri do the driving when I am not feeling well.

Kerri does ask me if she can take me shopping but I don't want to shop, grrrr!

What I really want to do tomorrow, since I'm in the neighbourhood, is to do vege out at my mental health drop-in. Maybe I will. I miss hanging out there...I need food though and may not have time for both, meh!