This morning Kerri asked me what was wrong as I came in to her room to say good morning and give her a kiss. I started to cry. I was so tense and worried about moving again. It's now evening and still we have not heard the final word from her landlord to see if they are raising the rent and if so by how much. I do hope we can stay. I can't deal with another move (I still have some of my stuff at my folks place do not entirely moved here yet either)!.
I don't know what was up with me yesterday. I think I was super over tired. I was in and out of sleep all day. I laid on the sofa in the living room with Kerri and her daughter Hope. They were watching TV and I dozed. I guess I needed it. Still today I have been feeling fatigued. I drank a half cup of coffee because I had stuff to do. I think it made my anxiety a bit worse though. Whatcha gonna do though?
Kerri and I did get some food shopping done. I was horrified to find out that Rainbow Food's Organic Greens Powder is $7 dollars more expensive then the Natural Food Pantry's. I didn't know prices could vary that much!!! I actually forgot to inquire about the price and only noticed it on the bill after. Well ya, I brought it back and asked for a refund. I never do that sort of thing but I can't play with my money. I'm spending more then I'm taking in as it is and I want to be with Kerri although my folks say I'm always welcome to move back home...
I haven't heard back from 2 places I called for disability work programs. Kerri says it's summer so give them 2 weeks. I suppose I can do that. Also I don't even know if I'm actually ready or if someone has an at home work program that I can do. That would be sweet if it's not to many hours. I want to start slow like no more then 6 hours. That possible? That's what I do now as my volunteer hours. I will give them up when I get paid work. My volunteer folks do know of my intentions. It's scary as I haven't worked for pay in 7 years!!!! I use to love it though so ya know - I can do this!!!!
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